The Eighth and Final Square

with courage face the thing you fear so the pawn becomes the queen

Author’s Note 04-26-12: I still agree with most of the things I wrote here, but I consider myself an agnostic, out of choice, not reaction. I read this post this morning and originally I was going to just post the link to Facebook and add my thoughts, but then I thought I would write a blog post. Besides that, I wanted to make sure people read her post. “I Used To Be You” by Libby Anne When I first started […]

Posted by QuicksilverQueen On Aug - 3 - 2011 14 Comments READ FULL POST

I don’t know how many times and to how many people I said “I’m preparing to be a wife and mother” when presented with the question of “why are you still at home”, “are you going to college”, etc. Normal questions. I remember being so proud of that. Then I remember when it turned into just something I said…it didn’t mean anything to me anymore. Truth is, in a lot, if not most (read carefully here, I’m not saying all) […]

Posted by QuicksilverQueen On Jul - 25 - 2011 22 Comments READ FULL POST

Part Two of Scottie’s and my story. Feel free to ask questions…I feel like I didn’t capture everything I was trying to express. Part 1 Part 3 Part 4 *** February of 2010 — right before Valentine’s Day — Scottie broke up with his girlfriend.  (His car broke down around the same time!)  He told me (and her) it wasn’t because of me, but because of other reasons…but by that time he had figured out he was, in fact, in love […]

Posted by QuicksilverQueen On Jul - 14 - 2011 9 Comments READ FULL POST

“You take the blue pill – the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill – you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit-hole goes.” -Morpheus (from the film The Matrix) It’s nice to be comfortable. It’s good to know what’s going on…to be in a place you know the rules to, you’re used to, even if it is a shitty place. You’ve heard […]

Posted by QuicksilverQueen On Jun - 25 - 2011 4 Comments READ FULL POST

“You keep saying that word. I do not think it means what you think it means.” If I’m being honest with myself, I have to admit that right now I’m angry at my parents, my dad especially. (I still haven’t come to grips with the mom-enabler thing yet, when I do I’ll probably be angry at her too.) And I don’t think it’s a bad thing: I’ve had way to many years of having to bottle up all the anger […]

Posted by QuicksilverQueen On May - 20 - 2011 11 Comments READ FULL POST

So recently I found out my dad made his facebook wall viewable. It was previously private. My first thought is he’s trying to tell me something. Especially when the first things he started posting when it was unprivate was “quotes” from me. I have no clue where he got those from, unless I left a diary there by accident (which is unlikely. I keep forgetting to check the dates on the diaries I have to see if one is missing). […]

Posted by QuicksilverQueen On Apr - 12 - 2011 12 Comments READ FULL POST

That’s what I call the letter my parents sent out to everyone. I’ve been wanting to do a breakdown of it for a while. Besides that, it helps me to dissect it. And if anyone thinks it’s “disrespectful” or whatever, well, stuff it. Call this the “other side”. For those of you unlucky enough to NOT get this gem sent to you…here’s the version with…shall we say, bonus features. To All, It is with great sadness, terrible heartache and trembling […]

Posted by QuicksilverQueen On Mar - 26 - 2011 32 Comments READ FULL POST

For a while, just to keep my sanity, I’ve kind of held the opinion that the Old Testament is not a bunch of stuff we are supposed to do, but that it’s history, poetry, and a record of the Israelites. Kind of like, Proverbs is not a book to live by, it’s a book full of wise sayings and teachings ( some of which to a specific person, mind you), not stuff you’re SUPPOSED to do. (Have I mentioned I […]

Posted by QuicksilverQueen On Mar - 17 - 2011 16 Comments READ FULL POST
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