The Eighth and Final Square

with courage face the thing you fear so the pawn becomes the queen

Archive for May, 2013

Trigger warning: graphic descriptions of self-injury. Everything was my fault. This was never said, but it was implied enough to really screw me up. Somehow it was my fault if the kids got into something and I was in the room with them, or just on the same level of the house as them. If I wasn’t watching them any time I was near them and they did something they weren’t supposed to, I got a spanking along with them. […]

Posted by Phoenix On May - 29 - 2013 9 Comments READ FULL POST

Ari has a habit lately of not taking very long naps. I don’t know what prompted this, or how to get her to sleep longer, and it’s frustrating for the both of us. She slept 20 minutes today, and refused to go back to sleep even though she was sooo tired. The floor was covered in her toys and stuff, but all she wanted was my phone (which I’ve stopped letting her play with since she keeps calling people!), my […]

Posted by Phoenix On May - 8 - 2013 Add Comments READ FULL POST
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